This winter break, feeling anxious and lost, I started studying metaphysics.
People always say that we only seek medicine when we are sick. When life is hard and the future is unclear, metaphysics becomes a form of comfort.
The low pay and instability of my art internship made me doubt my choices. I turned to metaphysics for answers. It generally falls into two categories: Innate Destiny (like Chinese Bazi or Western Astrology), which reveals your natural traits and life path; and Prediction (like I Ching or Tarot), used to calculate the outcomes of specific events.
After studying deeply, my view changed. Metaphysics is not just a relief for emotions. It is a logical system, much like math or physics—a tool to help us explore the world and ourselves.
Prediction: Curves and Tangents
Relying on divination and losing your free will is a mistake. If life is a mathematical function, our experiences are a rising and falling curve. Divination is like a tangent line at a single point on that curve: it predicts a trend based on your current state, but it cannot lock in a final destination.
The future changes with your mindset. If you are anxious now, the prediction will be dark. If you are confident, the result will be bright. I realized that life is not set in stone; we always have the power to create.
Innate Attributes: The Manual
To me, metaphysics is not about foretelling the future. It is a user manual—a tool to understand and use myself better to reach my goals.
Life is like a MOBA game. We all play different characters with different stats. No character is “weak”; they just require different strategies. Some are built to take damage, some to deal it. Some are strong early on, while others need time to grow. Metaphysics reveals these fixed starting attributes: your personality, your talents, and your timing. To win the game, you must understand your character’s strengths and act accordingly.
Therefore
Reading my own chart restored my confidence. I am now more determined to follow the path of art. My chart tells me that my deep sensitivity and desire to explore the spiritual world are my unique gifts. Fine art is not just my passion; it is a field where I can truly succeed. My current struggles and quiet accumulation are simply gathering energy for a future breakout.
This winter, my mind and soul grew. Metaphysics didn’t give me a “result”—it gave me “instructions.”
I no longer ask the universe”Will I get what I want” ，instead，I ask “How do I get what I want” ;
I no longer fear uncertainty. Instead, I focus on knowing myself and pushing my potential to the fullest.
For the final outcome, do not ask others and universe. Only ask me.
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